Sunday, January 4, 2015

March for Babies -Matthew's Team 2nd Annual Crab Feed


We are so excited to announce our 2015 March for Babies Team fundraiser for Matthew's Team!





Our crab feed will be held on Saturday, March 14th, 2015 at American River College!





Ticket options

Available Sponsorships Include:

$500 - Bar Station Sponsor
* Sponsor will be displayed at bar station and on all drink tags. Includes featured listing on program of
events.

$1,500 - Table Sponsor
* Sponsor will be displayed at raffle prize station and silent auction station. Includes 2 adult crab feed 
tickets and featured listing on program of events.

$2,500 - Crab Sponsor
* Sponsor will be displayed at crab station, on all crab buckets, on all tables as well as at entry way. 
Includes 4 adult crab feed & 2 child buffet tickets and featured listing on program of events.

$5,000 - Crab and Child Buffet Sponsor
* Sponsor will be displayed at all buffet stations, on all crab buckets, on all tables as well as at entry 
way.   Includes 6 adult crab feed & 4 child buffet tickets and 
featured listing on program of events.

$7,500 - Crab Feed Dinner Sponsor
* Sponsor will be displayed throughout the dinner, recognized on 
stage at all tables as well as at entry way. Includes 8 adult crab feed
& 6 child buffet tickets and featured listing on program of events.

If you are interested in sponsoring, please contact me at 
916.955.9170 or Denise.MatthewsTeam@gmail.com.

Together, we walk for healthier, stronger babies, one step at a time.

Denise Miller
www.marchforbabies.org/team/MatthewsTeam


For more information, questions or sponsorship information, please contact: denise.matthewsteam@gmail.com

Thank you to our sponsors!

Thursday, April 3, 2014

#WhyIWalk

Recently, I've been asked rather frequently by well-meaning (I hope) people why we participate in March for Babies.  Considering that we did not have a "happily ever after" story to share, some feel that it's weird, or that we should focus our efforts more on organizations centered around SIDS.

March of Dimes is a cause that I am passionate about.  For two very simple reasons, gratitude and hope, we walk with March for Babies.  March for Babies is the only walk that remembers, honors and celebrates babies.

Being born premature greatly increases a baby's risk of SIDS.  By reducing the rates of prematurity, we can reduce the risk of SIDS.  Not only does March of Dimes fund research in premature labors, births and babies, but, they also fund research in newborn and infant health.  This includes SIDS.

Research done by March of Dimes has resulted in medical advances that gives even the littlest and sickest babies hope.  Matthew benefited from two medications developed as a result from that medication.  One, helped his lungs continue to develop outside of the womb.  It allowed him to have the ventilator removed, it allowed him to come home without oxygen.  It allowed him to breath on his own.  The other medication he received closed "holes" in his heart.  It allowed his heart to work as it was supposed to and properly pass blood through his body.

This research gave us 70 days with him.  70 days of hugs, kisses, diaper changes, cuddles, naps, adventures and memories.  All things we may not of had if he had been born 20 years ago.  I have nothing but gratitude for the amazing doctors, nurses and March of Dimes for the time, pictures and memories we have of Matthew.

After Matthew, we had three consecutive miscarriages.  The outlook for having more children was not bright.  We had no desire for Kaitlyn to grow up as the only living child in the house and this was heartbreaking.  How do you have one healthy, normal pregnancy followed by a premature birth and then three miscarriages?  It didn't make sense.  There were not any answers, just despair.

But, more research, more studies, more findings came to light and with the addition of a very simple medication daily and a less simple medication (that we had to fight for) weekly, we had Samantha.  Full term.  Healthy.  She brought so much happiness and joy with her.

Just over two years later, her baby sister was born, ginormous.  Also, full term, healthy and with a head full of hair.  The medication we had to fight for with Samantha was almost standard procedure in mother's who have had a premature birth.  We didn't have to fight, it was easier to get and ready to go when we hit 16 weeks.  This is because of pregnancy research.

I am incredibly grateful not only for the time we had with Matthew, but for the two little girls that we had after.  For the healthy little girl that came before them all.  For the memories, the laughter, the priceless photos and family hugs.

We have three daughters.  One day, they may decide to get married and have babies of their own.  I want to be sure they have that choice, that option.  I would never want to watch them suffer through miscarriage, prematurity or infant loss.  The progress made in the last 10 years is astonishing.  Premature rates are decreasing all over the nation and that is amazing.  The advances in care for premature babies is also improving as astonishing rates.  Not only are babies surviving today that may not have 20 years ago, but they are thriving.

In 23 days, we will be a part of the Greater Capital Division March for Babies in Sacramento.  We will proudly walk with our amazing team, decked out in our matching team shirts and sparkly team bows and we will know that we are making a difference.

#whyiwalk : I walk out of gratitude for all that research funded by March of Dimes has given our family, but also out of hope that we continue to reduce prematurity and increase how many babies are born both healthy and full term for future generations.

March for Babies - 2014


Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Beachside Vow Renewal

One of the greatest parts about marrying your best friend is being able to celebrate 10 years of marriage!!

SO EXCITING!

I know 10 years isn't really that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things.  However, we've been through a lot in just 10 years.  7 pregnancies, 4 live births, 3 gorgeous rambunctious little girls and 1 incredibly missed little boy.  Through it all we grew together, stronger and closer.

When we got married, we rushed it.  As in, we had already been in a serious relationship for 5 years, living together for 3 of them and planning on getting married a year or two down the road.

Prom - 1999

Then, surprise, I was pregnant.  It was an incredibly exciting and happy surprise.  And we both wanted to be an official family before our little one was born.  So, we planned our wedding in just a couple months with our wonderful families.

The beach wedding we both wanted simply wouldn't work.  There wasn't enough realistic time for a destination wedding and the beaches nearest us wouldn't work with the sizes of our family or the ones that couldn't walk down steep hills.  So, we did the next best thing, a beach themed wedding in my soon-to-be sister-in-law's backyard.  It was perfect.

Our wedding - August 2004 - 27 weeks pregnant

A few months later, Kaitlyn was here!

This August we will celebrate our 10 year anniversary with a beach side vow renewal with our family and close friends.  Our bonfire after is all planned out and Matthew's birthday will be included with an eco-friendly balloon release.



Thanks to pinterest, I have a gazillion ideas and am super excited.



Our near 14 month old had a first birthday



You know, I thought I understood what it was like to have a kid with a "holiday" birthday.  I mean, Kaitlyn's birthday is 10 days before Dusty's and my dad's.  And Samantha's birthday is 8 days before that.  Dusty's birthday falls on Thanksgiving regularly and Kaitlyn's birthday has almost always fallen during Thanksgiving break.  I truly thought I understood the stress of planning a party around the holidays, figuring out two awesome gifts so close together and all that jazz.  Then, Charlotte came along.



Having a birthday 6 days before Christmas is a lot of work!  I do not think I truly realized what that meant.  It's the week before Christmas, so you're already trying to cram in all the holiday fun, adding a birthday is just exhausting.



For Charlotte's actual birthday this year, we started a tradition of having that be the day we head out with hot chocolate, Christmas music and not a care in the world and look for beautiful light displays.  Charlotte enjoyed it in her new car seat so much she fell asleep before we left the driveway and woke up when we got home...

For her birthday party, we planned a Winter ONEderland.  <- a="" eah="" excited.="" get="" i="" in="" it.="" nbsp="" one="" p="" urning="" was="" wonderland="">


I took a whopping like 15 pictures.  I know.  Total crap!  But, it was a super perfect party.  It was simple, sparkly, low-key, filled with yummy food and a happy little girl who toddled from one room to another.



I loved the decor so much, I kept all 200+ snowflakes up until after the New Year!  For favors, I made everyone a personalized coffee travel mugs.  I just love my silhouette machine even more since discovering vinyl.





Charlotte has grown by leaps and bounds.  She still doesn't say a word really.  She babbles, once in a while we catch a mama or a dada, but it's pretty rare.  But, she knows so much.  If I ask Samantha if she wants to go potty, Charlotte grabs at her diaper and goes to the bathroom to sit on the potty.  She knows who we all are, she isn't shy with her hugs, kisses or love.  She loves baby dolls so much more than either of the other girls did.  She throws garbage away, puts dirty dishes in the sink and is just so amazing I can't express it in words.  If only she would start talking...



She's pretty petite.  She's at 20 lbs still, but nearly 33 inches tall!  She's wearing 12 months and starting to outgrow her tops a little.  Between Samantha's and Kaitlyn's clothes, she is set for the next several years regardless of what size she wears...  Her and Samantha nearly have the same size foot.  Well, that might be an exaggeration, but Samantha is finally almost into a 9 and Charlotte is cruising into a 5...  So, it's not too far off.

Charlotte wants to do everything the big girls do.  She plays hide and seek, tag and runs after them everywhere they go.  I love it.  She's just a joy.  A miraculous little joy.


Saturday, February 8, 2014

Memorial Jewelry

Those who know me or have seen me at all since the end of October, 2007, know that I have a soft spot for memorial jewelry. 

The first piece of memorial jewelry I ever bought was a week or two after Matthew died. I bought this little number a white gold and diamond necklace from Pictures On Gold that had one of Matthew's photos engraved into the gold. I wanted some way to have him near him, with me, visible to the world as still existing.


I wear it nearly every single day. It has it's pros and it's cons. The pros are that it's gorgeous, it sparkles and it shines. The cons are, it has already had the photo replaced. It just doesn't look good after a couple of days. The way the design is, the plate sits inside of a disk that is set in the middle of the diamond heart. It isn't completely flush, so it fills with gunk. The photo discolors so quickly and I hate having it gone for a couple weeks when they replace the photo. It's even more frustrating given that it is ridiculously expensive.

 About 2 years ago, I got a tattoo. I had been planning it for years, but just needed the design, timing and planning to all come together. I love it. But, again, it doesn't replace the need I have for memorial jewelry.


About 6 months ago, I bought an origami owl locket. Again, I love it. But, while I adore that it incorporates the entire family, all the babies I've birthed and my amazing hubby, it doesn't feature just him. It doesn't have his picture, his big brown eyes, his beautiful skin.


Last week, I was contacted by Hallie of Jewelry Keepsakes. She asked if I would be interested in reviewing a piece of their Memorial jewelry and I had no choice but to say yes.

 I selected the Silver Round locket with the 18" silver chain. It was incredibly easy to order and because of how busy last week was (having 4 kids 3 and under 2 days a week and the rest of the days with 3 kids 3 and under, and Kaitlyn, the crab feed, life... things have been crazy), I dropped the ball and didn't email over the picture I liked or engraving until Thursday afternoon. Even so, I was excited to open the mail box today and have an awesome surprise!


It is simply gorgeous.


It sparkles. It shines. It is smooth and the perfect weight. The photo turned out beautiful.


The back is engraved with "Twinkle bright our little Matthew 08/06 - 10/15/07" It is deeply engraved, making it hard to photograph. But, it does feel like it could be worn on a daily basis without "wearing down" the engraving.


I love the way it looks, feels and carries. It is a longer chain than I normally wear, but comfortable.

 Charlotte likes to grab my necklace whenever I hold her and has caught her mouth and hangs on my diamonds. I've also snagged it on sweaters, my robe and things. This charm fits exactly in Charlotte's little hand. She can "hold" her big brother every time I hold her.

 This is the perfect every day necklace. With it, I can keep him close to my heart and share his beauty with the world. Thank you Jewelry Keepsakes your work is amazing, heart warming and a touching keepsake.

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Obviously, I'm behind...

Charlotte's 13 1/2 months old and I haven't done a 12 month update, Christmas update or shared any of the good things going on in Matthew's honor.

My goal this week is to get caught up!

March for Babies - Crab Feed


We are so excited to announce our 2014 March for Babies Team fundraiser for Matthew's Team!



Our crab feed will be held on Saturday, March 15th at American River College!



Ticket options


Available Sponsorships:

$250 - Wine Sponsor

* Sponsor will be displayed on all tags accompanying souvenir glasses.

$500 - Beer and Wine Sponsor
* Sponsor will be displayed on all tags accompanying souvenir glasses. Includes 2 adult crab feed tickets and prominent listing on program of events.

$750 - Child Drink Buffet Sponsor

* Sponsor will be displayed on all signage at the buffet station. Sponsor will be recognized in child goody bags. Includes 2 adult crab feed, 2 child buffet tickets and prominent listing on program of events.

$1000 - Child Buffet Sponsor

* Sponsor will be displayed on all napkin/silverwear sets for all children buffet guests as well as signage at the buffet station. Sponsor will be recognized in child goody bags. Includes 2 adult crab feed, 4 child buffet tickets and prominent listing on program of events.

$1500- Adult Buffet Sponsor

* Sponsor will be displayed on all napkin/silverwear sets for all adult buffet guests as well as signage at the buffet station. Sponsor will be recognized with signage at all tables. Includes 4 adult crab feed, 2 child buffet tickets and prominent listing on program of events.

$2500 - Crab Sponsor

* Sponsor will be displayed at crab station, on all crab buckets, on all tables as well as at entry way. Includes 4 adult crab feed, 2 child buffet tickets and featured listing on program of events.

All sponsors, including auction and raffle prize donors, will be recognized at the event in multiple locations and frequently through the presentations.

For more information, questions or sponsorship information, please contact: denise.matthewsteam@gmail.com

Thank you to our sponsors!

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

A life long process

Once upon a time, the holidays were my favorite time of the year.  I love everything about them.  Being together with family, the warmth of sharing stories, laughter and memories, the look of amazement of a child's face when they see Santa, the twinkling lights everywhere you go, the smell of cinnamon scented pine cones, finding the perfect gift and then watching, with excitement as it gets opened.  I love it all. 

Kaitlyn's first Christmas, she was a little over a month old.  There are so many pictures of her opening her presents, asleep, me piling open gifts on top of her.  Her second Christmas was awesome.  She woke up and ran down the stairs, super excited by all of her gifts and just the magic of the holidays.  Her third Christmas, she was sick with the rotovirus, lethargic and ended up spending the following day in the hospital for dehydration.  Kaitlyn's third Christmas was nothing like I thought it would be.

When we prepared for Kaitlyn's third Christmas, I was so excited.  It was going to be the first year she not only "got" it enough to ask for anything, but she was going to share it with her baby brother. 

When Matthew died, we already had Christmas presents hiding in the closet (Kaitlyn actually found her gift from Santa, a giant Dora), stockings for all of us and plans on how to keep him safe and isolated from all the germs cold and flu season brings.

While I do think that Christmas was still magical for Kaitlyn, it was really, really hard.  And really, in a lot of ways, I still find them hard.  It's so conflicting, loving and enjoying so much of the holiday and so badly wanting to share it with your children and knowing that one will never be in your arms again.  I will never see one of their reactions Christmas morning.  I will never see his little handwriting making a Christmas list, or embracing Santa.  Or having a complete melt-down at the site of him.  I'll never hear that little voice ask for hot coco.

I do think, Samantha and Charlotte both have brought back a lot of joy into the house.  There are so, so many laughs and so, so much happiness.  They gave Kaitlyn a living sibling, though there are times she is super annoyed by little sisters, she is so proud and in love with them.  But, there are unanswered wishes, that I think will always be there.

I find myself getting really emotional during the holidays.  Probably more so than any other time of year.  I think it's why Samantha was given to us in November and Charlotte in December.  It certainly keeps our minds busy and our hands occupied.

Grieving the loss of your child isn't something you just get over, conquer and move away from.  It's something that becomes a part of you, a part of your daily life, a part of who you are.  Not a day goes by that I don't think of Matthew, or long to hold him, kiss him or see him.  It is something that just becomes you.  You work to get through the hard days and find blessings in the good ones. 

I believe that the most important thing in life is family.  Family shapes you, it supports you, it builds you and it's forever.  I am so incredibly blessed to have such an amazing family.  One that remains strong through thick and thin.  And, for those that have been toxic in the past, I have an amazing husband that helps protect us and our family.

I know that time shapes things and people.  Both change and grow.  People mature and realize the true importance of life, and I am always open to second, third, fourth chances...  Especially during the holiday season. 

I think part of the changes in a person, after losing someone close, is the realization of just how short life is.  It is so much more than a cliche.  It is life changing to realize that in just one breath, everything can change.  It can be overwhelming at times to realize just how true that is.  It can make the entire world stop spinning sometimes. 

This holiday season, hug easily and judge less.  We are so quick to make assumptions about a person's behavior or demeanor, but often, we do not know if someone is hurting or just really needs a kind word or a friendly touch.  Do something kind in memory of someone you love.  One kind act will not change the world, but it can change the world for one person.

Tomorrow is never promised.  Live each day to the fullest, find joy everywhere you can and embrace life.  Forgive easily, celebrate often and share your love with the world.

Friday, November 22, 2013

There's a three year old in the house. And a 9 year old. And an 11 month old.

And they are cute, snuggly and oh so much fun!

Obviously, I'm behind.  Things have been pretty intense lately.

Saturday, November 9th, Samantha turned 3.  When she finally woke up (after I went in there at 9:30!, with fresh donuts!), she told me her birthday was already over and she slept through it.  I had to convince her it was her birthday and presents were waiting for her.  That barely got her out of bed.  This kid has the sleep patterns of a teenager.  It's insane.

Once she opened her presents (a few LaLaLoopsy dolls, a "lamby" and Doc McStuffin's blanky), and ate the sprinkles and frosting off of her donut, we all got around and ready to go. She decided that she wanted to go to the zoo to celebrate her birthday.



I've learned that the Sacramento zoo is perfect for kids aged 2-8.  It's small enough for a kid to be able to walk around the entire zoo without being overwhelming.  And you can usually see everything in about 2 hours without rushing.  Which, is what we did.  Followed up by a trip on the Merry-Go-Round with daddy. 



Of course, part of the fun with the zoo is Fairytale Town.  Which, we wanted to avoid since her arm is still broken and Fairytale Town is all about climbing, playing, swinging and exploring.  The exact opposite of what she should be doing.

So, there was a fit to be thrown.  Which was heartbreaking.  Who wants to tell a 3 year old that they cannot play on their birthday?!?! 

She chose Denny's for lunch and then we headed to Nana and Papa's to say hello.  We stopped by Sam's Club where she got yet another LaLaLoopsy doll, refusing any other toys or books in addition or instead of.  Our plans to go to dinner and have cupcakes after were dashed when she fell asleep in the car at 6:30 and didn't wake up until the next morning!  Lucikly, the next day was Sunday dinner and it was her turn, Uncle Scotty's turn (his birthday is November 5th) and Auntie Jamie's turn (her birthday is November 7th!) to celebrate their birthdays, so she still got to blow out the candles!



Most of the week was spent convincing her that she was three, needed to get rid of her diapers and working on birthday party stuff!  Her favorite part of the week was asking to put candy in the pinata.  Putting in the candy and then begging every 5 minutes to "smash the pinata all up and eat all the candy."

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Samantha is incredibly bright, stubborn and absolutely hilarious.

She loves to be video tapped and constantly asks to have her picture taken.  But, she refuses to look at the camera.

She loves Doc McStuffins, Sofia the First, Minnie Mouse and Adventure Time.  She sings so many songs and makes up her own versions constantly.  For example, on "You are my Sunshine" she likes to replace sunshine with anything else and gray clouds for purple, or rainbow, or green.

She knows her ABCs and recognizes a few words.  She loves to be read to.  Her favorite books are "There was an old woman who swallowed a" and she's great at playing make-believe.  We spend a lot of time with me as Mommy Pirate and her as Baby Pirate.  She has so much personality and is such a dare devil.  She's just amazing.  She brings so much joy and so much laughter.

She tells everyone her best friends are her big cousins Camaryn and Lisa.  And is pretty decent about sharing.  Unless it's with Charlotte, then she prefers she get her own toys.  She is a good eater, once a day.  But, she just picks and chooses the rest of the day.

Samantha is 40 inches tall (98%) and 30 pounds heavy (30%).  She wears a 3T pretty much for length and still has tiny little feet.

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On Saturday, we threw a totally, awesome, 80s Karaoke party.  It was so much fun to throw.  I only wish I would have gotten more pictures.  I wish I would have gotten one of me with the girls.  Samantha before she took off her bandage cover.  More of the decorations.  More of the guests, who dressed up awesomely.  More of Kaitlyn and her friends.  More video.  Any video.  You get the drift. 









Karaoke was a HUGE success.  Once Kaitlyn got it started, there was always a line.  A double sided list.  Originally, we were only going to "offer" songs from the 80s.  But, how many 9 year olds know Madonna...  So, we opened it up to everything.  They had a blast.  We used an app I found for streaming karaoke on the iPad and it worked great.













We did pac man tables, arranged like the game, tons of 80s posters, decorated water bottles, had neon balloons, a table of board games, the pinata, 80s dress-up stuff for everyone (lace gloves, slap bracelets, friendship bracelets, glasses), a photo booth section and it was just a good time.















On Sunday, Kaitlyn woke up saying "I can't believe I'm 9." Our plans for the days changed a lot, but she ended up picking going shopping.  To Target.  I couldn't even talk her into the mall!  But, she had gift cards and money burning a large hole in her pockets.  After some lunch at Chili's her and Samantha did a little shopping before heading to my parents for Sunday dinner.  Since it was Kaitlyn's birthday she got to pick what we had.  And she chose spaghetti tacos.  Again.  Lol.

Kaitlyn and Samantha both have physicals coming up in 2 weeks, then I'll update with their stats. 

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Kaitlyn did have her parent teacher conference.  We've had some serious issues with her school recently.  She was switched into another class about 2 weeks into the year.  It was a disaster.  The school wasn't prepared.  A teacher hadn't been hired yet, they didn't have enough students and after a period of time it appeared that there simply wasn't an ability to make promises become realities.

Kaitlyn found out they were getting a new student from Africa and was super excited.  She wanted to learn all about the country and asked that they be seated next to each other.  After a week, it was horrible.  Kaitlyn thought the girl was rude and asked to be moved.  She said she broke an entire box of her crayons, one at a time.  She would take her work away.  She was disruptive.  Then, she started hitting Kaitlyn.  Then, kicking.  Then pushing, pulling and just being violent. 

I went to the teacher, who was finally hired and obviously overwhelmed.  There wasn't any communication, I felt ignored.  I went to the principal, who was new and there were still constant problems.  Kaitlyn has never had a problem making friends or getting along with kids, so to be constantly harassed and physically attacked daily was obviously something new. 

After we went two weeks of complaining about being attacked daily, and her not wanting to go to school, and the teacher brushing it off, and her bruised and swollen and me feeling like I was being given the run around, I went to anyone in the district and school board would listen and she was transferred back to her original class.

This made her happy and now the girls are almost friends (crazy how resilient kids are?!?).  The attacks have stopped and both girls are being given a chance to succeed. 

But, it made it hard for Kaitlyn to get accurate grades on her report card.  Her class was several lessons behind the one she transferred in the day before they did the big test that accounted for their grade.  Even after not being introduced to the material yet, she pulled out a 96% on the test, only missing 2!  She got an A in just about everything and the two sub-subjects that she got a B in, her teacher is confident she'll have A's by next report card.  He commented that she was one of those rare students that are strong in many subjects. 

She also recently got two medals at school for doing so well on her STAR testing.  She was only 3 wrong answers away from a perfect score in Language Arts!  Way to go!

Kaitlyn has found her 9 year old attitude and I think she hates it as much as I do.  We battle a lot over her room and her attitude.  But, she does try to correct it.  And I don't look forward to puberty.  At all. 

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And Charlotte is 11 months!!



We only have one more month sticker to do.  I cannot believe it.



She will walk all over holding one of our hands.  She'll take 5-6 steps on her own.  She loves to dance and looks hysterical doing it.  She is climbing on everything and getting down just fine.  She is our most loving baby.  She loves to hug, give cuddles and kisses.  She acts shy, but goes to anyone.  She hates clothes.  She hates the car.  She loves food.  She easily out eats Samantha each and every day of the week.



She is in 12 month clothes and is pretty petite.  She's long at 31 inches (98%), but thin at 19 lbs 6 oz pounds (36%).  She has little feet and wears a size 2 in shoes still.



Her hair is growing like crazy.  She is up to 5 teeth, and spent the last week sick with Roseola.  Some days, I think she'll potty train before Samantha. 


Charlotte's invitations are made, I am picking them up today and then we are going to work on the guestlist.  We are going to celebrate her birthday on a smaller scale this year.  On the Saturday before Christmas.  Gifts are not at all expected and really we just want to celebrate our little miracle with friends and family.  :)



Monday, October 28, 2013

10 months old

I know this post is a few days a week behind.  Maybe part of me believes that if I delay the posting, she will stop growing as fast??



Charlotte is just growing so fast.  She's absolutely adorable and melts hearts every single day.



She's just shy of 18 pounds and 29.25" tall.  Although, I wouldn't be shocked if she grew another inch this week.



Our littlest little baby is teetering on toddlerhood.  She's taking a few steps at a time, at most 5, at few 2.  All on her own.  She wants to run and jump so bad you can see the determination in her eyes.



She makes a lot of sounds and a few sound like words.  The basics mostly, mama and dada. 



Charlotte is trying to climb on absolutely everything.  Which leaves me absolutely terrified. 



She loves food.  We're up to three meals a day and a lot of snacks, combined with nursing every few hours around the clock and a bottle of formula at bed time and a cup of juice in the afternoon.  She has snuck a few things I wouldn't dream of letting her have.  You know, Samantha's chocolate covered marshmallows, Samantha's cup of milk, Samantha's oreos, Samantha's mustard sandwich.  Notice a pattern? 



Charlotte has 4 teeth, is sleeping in about 4-5 hour increments.  She goes to bed around 9:30 and gets up around 1:30, then goes back to sleep in her crib (in our room) and gets up again at 6:30, then sleeps until about 8.

We're in cloth diapers about 90% of the time.  I am using disposable at night because it is just easier. 



Charlotte is probably the cuddliest baby we have.  She loves giving hugs, kisses and acting shy. 

I can't believe she is nearly 1...